Yin and Yang of My Goodbye
My decision to leave undoubtedly imparted a bittersweet mark on me. I’m sad, because I’m gonna leave behind one of my most treasured circle of friends; but I’m also happy and excited, cause the offers and opportunities that await me are very promising. Who in his right mind would not think twice to accept the offer? My word, even my family is totally excited about the advantages and benefits I’m gonna get from the companies.
Little did I know that it has likewise affected my agents, as well as the other agents that I used to handle. I was surprised to see one of my agents, posting in his Friendster bulletin that the team’s gonna miss me. Teary eyed agents kissed me goodbye last week.
The sudden drop on the faces of my friends when I told them about my decision also broke my heart. They were literally upselling me the idea of staying.
But right now, it seems that as promising as my director’s promise was, I cannot deny the fact that I am tempted with the offers and the stability I’m gonna get from the 3 other companies. Frankly speaking, the benefits that I’m currently getting now stood as an underdog amidst the possibilities I’m gonna get.
I’ve been a victim of a couple of what seemed to be bullshits; but in the end, it always ends up to my advantage. Some people thought that their courses of action pinned me down, well, I guess their sorry asses were definitely wrong! Sheer luck? Natural charm? I really have no idea… all I know is that t’is working for me!!!
